I never got around to posting anything yesterday. I feel I should post somthing acknowleging that yesterday was MOther's Day. My first one. The first one that I didn't feel like sobbing.
Mother's Day for me for years was just another day. I would give my Mom a card and we would go out to dinner or lunch. Then my Mom died in 1990. From 1990 until 2001 it was a day where I would think of her, but not much more than that. In April of 2002 I found out I was pregnant! Yay. My husband bought me a gift for MOther's Day, one that I could never look at again, as I had my first miscarriage on Mother's Day 2002. From that point until this year, Mother's Day was HELL. I could not even think of it without crying.
This year is different. I have S and he makes it better. Such an incredibly joy to have him. So different.
He is trying his hardest to crawl. What a cutie. He does say Mummummum. I haven't heard any Dadadada. LOL
I wish for all of those who are still on the journey to motherhood to reach it and be able to celebrate Mother's Day soon.
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